Thursday, August 26, 2010

Hard Times

It has been several months (about 6) since I was last on here....A LOT has happend...as usual:D More recently Josh got a job doing housekeeping at Gozzer Ranch. He works an average of 10 hours a day, which is making it hard to really have good quality time with each other. We have been struggling, but also learning and growing through this process. I miss him like crazy!! I also started school this week...this is so far my hardest semester yet!! Human Bio, Med Term, and Intro to Phramacology...along with Word 2007 (which is 3 classes itself) yoga, and band:D We are currently working on trying to get Josh back into school, hopefully he hears back about his FAFSA soon. But he is trying to figure out what he really wants to do with his life...and yes he knows that he should have an idea because we want to get married!

We didn't get out much this summer, because I was busy working and so was he! We both wish that we could have gotten out more....but we cherish the times that we did:D Well I need to get to bed, I have class in the morning:D

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Life is the Journey, Love is the Destination!

One year, one month, two weeks and four days. Yep that's how long we have been together so far. We have come so far and we have even farther to go. As we look back, we still can't figure out what life would have been like if we hadn't met and started courting. As time keeps on going, stuff is getting harder, like the urge to want to get married this summer instead of in a year or more from now. Although there is a possibility of this summer, but our relationship is God's hands and He is the one who knows exactly what is going to happen.
Josh and I have learned a lot over the past year about life and relationships. Our biggest lesson is not to rush things! We have learned this not only in finding things out, but in the relationships around us. It is hard on us seeing relationships that start and the couple gets married in less time then we have been together. We can understand one or two of them, but not all of them. How many people truly know each other in 5 months? I know Josh still surprises me a lot!! And I still have to remind myself on stuff Josh likes and doesn't like everyday...like he will eat my Fettuccine Alfredo with chicken and tomatoes, but the rest of the time he doesn't like tomatoes. Josh is also learning to like more foods too...which is hard on me, because I pretty much eat anything.
This next year is already proving it self difficult. Josh is out of a job, and the family member helping him pay for school can no longer help. Which brings in lesson number two. Always rely on God...should be number one, ok it is number one! He knows our path, and will guide us through the happy and the low times.
Well that is all for now. I hope Josh gets home soon....I'm so bored sitting here on the sofa. I have Ace of Cakes on and I can hear Adam playing on his computer...It's driving me nutz!!!

Love All'ya'all